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Assalamualaikum..Today I want to share something with all of you. Its about me and my friends when I was studying Diploma. To be telling the truth, I know that this is an old story but the moral of the story are quite good. Let me begin with my story. I started transfer from my old institute P$@$ to my new institute P$P. Back then, I don't know anyone. I only knew one person only. As my life start to begin in a new instituted, I made new friends. For the first 6 month, I feel like this is my friend. When I started my next semester, I am moving with friends that same class with me. I also brought a car because my father asked me to bring. Those were the times that everything change. People used me for my naive attitude. For an example, I made two trips, pick up and drop some of my friends at the institute. The distance were within 1km and they paid RM10. My car's tires were flat and I didn't tell them because the car's tires need air. There was a time, some of my friend had a miss communication with me. They thought that I gave the permission to drive my car, on the opposite I never agree on such things. I don't like anyone drive the car besides me. When I tell them, they all gazed at me. Like telling me that I am being arrogant. After our Industrial Training, I message to my classmates. To ask them if there is any space for me to get in. But all them telling me that their house were full. After that one of my Training colleague, I moved out to a new tenant house. I don't know them and I am afraid that they had a bad ill intention towards me. When I were in my last semester, we had to formed a group for the assignment. None of them were willing to take me to be in their group. We end up argued in the class. Before I left the class with tears in my eyes, there are a group that lastly willing to take me. I agree to be part of their team. I were cry while running back to my tenant's house. I told my twins sister and she rushed to me as soon as she can. I asked on of my housemate room so that I can cry for out loud. They gave me their permission. I cry for out loud on my sister shoulder.
On the very next day, I met with the group's member. They all pointed at me telling me that this is entirely my fault. I asked myself " What am I doing wrong that I received this kind of treatment?" Allah S.W.T words are too good to be true. Allah S.W.T will show to them who is on the good side and who is on the bad side. As the remaining 4 month of my study, I saw things that they accused me wrongly were given back to them from Allah S.W.T as HE were trying to protect me at that time. After finished my Diploma, I were diagnosed Thyroid and I need to operate because it getting bigger. The reason why Thyroid is because of stress. On June 2013, the operation were successful. After 2 month the surgery, I received a wedding invitation from my friends. As I went there, I saw faces from my P$P's classmate. None of them want to know about my condition. Those who were in P$@$ were keep touch in me. Ask me to update them about my condition.
I applied for a higher education such as Degree to show them my determination. On 2015, I received an offer letter from UUM. I was happy. But suddenly, the feeling of fear to make some friends have develop within me. I cried at that time. Ask a clue from Allah S.W.T. to give me strength to deal if the situation would be the same like last time. My sisters gave me strength. They said I am a tough girl. I have been surviving with the environment from almost two and a half year. And so when I entered UUM, I try to be myself. I don't care what people will think of me. This is me. With Allah S.W.T.'s will, I made an incredibly amazing friends and an awesome roomate. Friends that I can rely on them. That I can share my sadness, happiness, and passion. My sister were right, with HIS's will, I will endure everything. With this I will share my joy of happiness to everyone. Don't hold any grudge. Let it go. Keep smiling on your face. Its a best medicine ever. Love You all..
